Contrast and compare

I can’t quite come up with a coherant reason, but I -feel- like “The Art of Giving Up” from DYSKE and “Showing Up Won’t Cut It” by Mur Lafferty go together somehow. Mur is absolutely right that growth is preceded by pain. I keep finding, over and over again, that no matter what the subject is, comfortable and complacent are the enemies of success and growth.

(I think that sucks.)

On the other hand, if I extrapolate a bit, DYSKE could be saying that too much pain is also detrimental. They make the point that the reason an alcoholic can’t enjoy liquor is because they are too attached to it. To make the running analogy that I know Mur would appreciate, if you push yourself too hard, you’ll end up with splints, torn muscles, damaged knees that hold you back as surely as if you’d never gotten up off the couch.

So. What sort of teeter-totter is there for balancing too little and too much “push”? Especially with something esoteric like writing, where the muscle fatigue I get from shoving a pen across paper is NOT indicative of how much work I’m doing.

One thing I do know is that I’m definitely on the needs-to-push-harder side of the balance board. I’ve run out of good excuses for doing nothing. I have the time, the tools, even a half-assed idea or three. Hell, I’m even actually -reading- again this year, for the first time in half a dozen.

Fine, one more excuse. I just need an extra leg to kick me in the ass and I’ll be a good little toiler. =D

Queen of the Damned

Yesterday I rewatched Queen of the Damned for the first time since I saw it in theaters. I had a great time watching, but I was never able to make up my mind if I wanted to buy a copy on DVD. Everytime I would decide that, yes, I wanted to see Queen again, I would find myself backing out of the purchase when it came down to the wire. But not, thanks to Netflix streaming, I don’t have to make that decision before I can watch and rewatch.

So I’m ambivalent about it. I knew I like it, but my feelings never were on par with Fifth Element, for instance. I dig that movie and, if there is anything wrong with it, I don’t care. This time through, I found a couple of the things that bothered me. Maybe, in a few years, if I watch again, I’ll have even more!

I think the thing that surprised me most was how much I disliked Lestat’s singing. I have the Queen of the Damned album and I love that. I even like how the various artists have made the attempt to sing like Jonathan Davis. But I didn’t like him as Lestat. Too whiny and too vocally wandering. But give me Chester Bennington (from Linkin Park) doing an impression of Davis and I’m happy. What kind of nonsense does that make?

Tornadoes

I don’t know anything about them. They’ve never been a concern of mine because of my magic luck field. That’s right, my magic luck field. It has prevented all hurricanes and tornadoes from forming in my vacinity for my entire life.

Until yesterday, apparently.

But maybe it still holds, despite the series of tornadoes that formed yesterday. Look at this picture:

According to that, all of the danger was south of the MassPike (RT90) and our home is north of the Pike. I don’t know, but I really hope my magic luck field is still in effect.

Doctor Who: The Almost People

To be just barely spoilery, I have no idea what just actually happened in the latest Doctor Who. At the very least I’ll have to go back and watch the last two episodes, and watch them really closely, to get a feel for what’s going on. I have a feeling, though, that this goes further back than that and I need to start from the begining of the season and actually pay attention this time.

I don’t think this goes back to last season, but then, I wouldn’t put that past the Who Crew.

SPOILERS
The whole is she/is she not thing has been going on for a while. Was it back to the season opener? And the eyepatch lady in the wall? What about the fleshy saying something to Rory about the astronaut growing up? And I don’t remember how the situation with the pandoricum resolved last season. Is Rory still an ancient man? Why was the universe centered around Amy? Maybe I didn’t actually watch the final episodes… That would explain why I am so confused now.

[fiction] SOS

He leaned forward in the tub, staring at the black hairs on his knee caps. They writhed and twisted, growing back into his skin in black swirls. He clicked off the safety on his big black pistol and put the barrel against the skin of his left knee. He’d never let his body be used for communication, not even for the Roswell aliens.

Climate Changes

Nuff said.
(via Jack Mangan of the Deadpan.)

Korean musical fusion

I certainly am no expert on things Korean, but this looks to my naked eye (and ear) like a very cool blending of the traditional and the new. I like it.

Altitude, not attitude

I have largely given up on trying to get my Netflix queue setup to please both my wife and I. She likes to see what she wants to see NOW, whereas I have no problem with making a 275 item list of movies that I eventually want to see and just watching them as they come in. It doesn’t at all help that our tastes diverge pretty radically, hers leaning towards bawdy comedy and mine towards twisted scifi. One thing we do tend to both enjoy are movies that are so bad they are good.

Which is the long winded explanation of why I added “Altitude” to the queue. Sadly, while I thought it looked like a bad-enough-to-be-good movie, my better half thought it looked just bad. I ended up watching it by myself and, well, simply put, she was right.

If this had been a short story that I was reading, I think I might have enjoyed the oddball semi-twist towards the end. But only if the utterly generic “teens gather to get killed” horror movie begining was slashed. Even if I hadn’t know what I was getting into in the first place, the beginning was so cliched that it needed have been shown at all.

But back to that twist where the movie goes from bad Cthulhu in a plane horror to something vaguely wannabe-Donnie Darko. If it weren’t for the female lead’s over the top acting (aka screaming) and the male’s ::coughcough:: understated performance, I think that little zinger of story would have me recommending this to at least someone.

I’m not sure who, but someone.

I got the feeling that the filmakers were going for a Cube like feeling of claustrophobia, not to mention lower budget, by keeping almost the entire film inside the plane’s cabin. Except that it really didn’t work for me. It highlighted the constant seat-swapping, which stood out as generally unrealistic. Maybe it’s just me and my kin, but once we pick a seat we pretty much stick.

But that’s just being nitpicky. The problem is that Altitude isn’t very interesting, very scary, very pretty, or very much of anything. I’ll have to look elsewhere for my wonderfully terrible movie fix.

(No, you got that right. The title makes no damn sense.)

Cancel red alert

When I went into work Friday, my 2nd shift counterpart let me know that the layoff had been canceled. And that they were going to be calling everyone else back who had been laid off previously.

Of course, when I pulled up my email it had nothing to say about the situation. I checked with the village gossip and she had heard the same thing that I had, all unofficially. I checked with the third shift union shop steward who also knew unoffically that third shift had been recalled. I checked with the third shift manager who didn’t know anything either officially or unofficially.

Communication is such a joke here. Really.

Exactly five minutes before my shift ended, the department manager showed up, dashing around trying to inform everyone that the layoff had been canceled.

So. Yay. I get to stay on my shift doing my job. That’s great, and I’m really happy about that. This nonsense about setting up layoffs for two shifts worth of workers, starting on a Tuesday and withdrawing the entire shindig on Friday, is ridiculous. I’d love to blame the dept manager for this but he was merely doing what he was told. I mean, I am really sick with his black box style of managing, but even he admitted this layoff was the wrong thing at the wrong time.

On the good side, I found out some useful information from all of this. When I get laid off next time (and hopefully it’ll be another ten years before that happens), I can get 45 days of training in a new position if I have previously signed up for the oportunity to be cross trained. That’s instead of 5 days training. I have now signed up for cross training on pretty much every position in the building. There isn’t much of anything I can’t learn to do in 45 working days.

I halfway hope that they pull this again soon. I really would like to become a machinist.

The boat is rocking

Yesterday I got laid off. Technically. Because of our union contract, I have bumping rights. I can bump a mechanic who is the same pay grade as me but then I would have 5 days to learn how to be a machinist or I’m out the door. I can bump a technician in another department who actually was hired the same day as me, but has the unfortunate luck to be one digit younger than me by time badge number. I’d still only have the 5 days to prove I can do the job but at least with this, it is a role I’ve filled before (and, quite frankly, it is a much simpler version of technician than what I do.) Or I could take the layoff, which is expected to run till June.

I will bump the other tech, but both of the other options are so very tempting. I’m really good, but even for me 5 days just isn’t enough time to learn to be a machinist. And I’d love to use this as an opportunity to jump start the process of moving south, but the reality is that I’ve taken loans out of my 401k which would be due in full if I took the layoff.

:le sigh:

I signed on with this company, and busted my ass to get hired here, because I was sick and tired of the instability of being a temp worker. Sadly, it seems that ten years into it, I’m almost back to needing to find a stable job again.