Contrast and compare
I can’t quite come up with a coherant reason, but I -feel- like “The Art of Giving Up” from DYSKE and “Showing Up Won’t Cut It” by Mur Lafferty go together somehow. Mur is absolutely right that growth is preceded by pain. I keep finding, over and over again, that no matter what the subject is, comfortable and complacent are the enemies of success and growth.
(I think that sucks.)
On the other hand, if I extrapolate a bit, DYSKE could be saying that too much pain is also detrimental. They make the point that the reason an alcoholic can’t enjoy liquor is because they are too attached to it. To make the running analogy that I know Mur would appreciate, if you push yourself too hard, you’ll end up with splints, torn muscles, damaged knees that hold you back as surely as if you’d never gotten up off the couch.
So. What sort of teeter-totter is there for balancing too little and too much “push”? Especially with something esoteric like writing, where the muscle fatigue I get from shoving a pen across paper is NOT indicative of how much work I’m doing.
One thing I do know is that I’m definitely on the needs-to-push-harder side of the balance board. I’ve run out of good excuses for doing nothing. I have the time, the tools, even a half-assed idea or three. Hell, I’m even actually -reading- again this year, for the first time in half a dozen.
Fine, one more excuse. I just need an extra leg to kick me in the ass and I’ll be a good little toiler. =D

I can bump a mechanic who is the same pay grade as me but then I would have 5 days to learn how to be a machinist or I’m out the door. I can bump a technician in another department who actually was hired the same day as me, but has the unfortunate luck to be one digit younger than me by time badge number. I’d still only have the 5 days to prove I can do the job but at least with this, it is a role I’ve filled before (and, quite frankly, it is a much simpler version of technician than what I do.) Or I could take the layoff, which is expected to run till June.